" A LONG DISTANCE LOVE AFFAIR"
Amazing when the attraction comes between men and women and where the force of attraction happens to be so active at that moment they begin to have this intense feeling to be together.
This is about having a relationship to someone you have not met them yet in person or either you might have met them in real life, but already you feel like you have known them all your life. The relationship is so perfect and wonderful until you come to the point that you would met them in person and then you realized that the relationship would not work at all or it might work but both of you should really work things out to have the relationship gets to a happy ending.
Long distance relationship works not to everyone but it does to other people who are really that determine to pursue each other to their purpose to be together and to live together.
There are different ways on how you would encounter long distance love and it is very famous on the dating website, or the gaming website, or a friend from the net introduce you to a friend of her or his, or meeting them in a resort or to one of your trips… Either what you want to call it, when men and women expressing their love mostly on web or air, it is commonly known as Long Distance Love.
Is this Long Distance Love for you? Well here are some stories you may want to read. Have fun and enjoy reading them. I will write more about this since I am at the moment into it myself. So I take you in my journey…..
By the way, some stories that I will write here may be in some way similar to your stories, or to others whom you know? But I am writing this to help others who may be interested in a long distance love gain ideas and to have more understanding to those who found their true love through long distance affair or courtship.
Envision
CHAPTER 1
I will begin with this kind of LDL (long distance love). My friend invited me to this social website so I joined and signed up. Then one morning I received a mail that this guy likes to add me as his friend. He look handsome and his information catches my eyes so I accepted his invite. The communication started there. We exchanged e-mails. From there we write each other and tried to get to know each other. And the thoughts that we give each other make sense that I kind a have to feel something about this man and I am basing my feelings for this, from the picture that he sent to me plus the thought that one day we will meet each other face to face.
"ENVISION"
Each strokes of blended lines
Pastel shades that are around
Ways flow, hue combines
Lightness play down
Yet the sketches of grimace
Would it rhymed on my taste?
Envision catches my eyes
It moves me, stirs my heart
Caves in passion, never expire
But what if this man of art
Comes bodily and respire...
Would my thoughts the same
Befall would I sane?
For I go envision may bell
Would it jointly dwell?
Would a song truly swell?
Each strokes of blended lines
Pastel shades that are around
Ways flow, hue combines
Lightness play down
Yet the sketches of grimace
Would it rhymed on my taste?
Envision catches my eyes
It moves me, stirs my heart
Caves in passion, never expire
But what if this man of art
Comes bodily and respire...
Would my thoughts the same
Befall would I sane?
For I go envision may bell
Would it jointly dwell?
Would a song truly swell?
And then after months of writing each other, we both decided to call each other. The feeling grows as you write each other, you know? And every time I read his e-mails they just make my day, so that I always look forward to his mails before I go to work in the morning. No wonder because this guy seems funny, he makes me laugh in his stories. He shares me things what happen to his work, his childhood stories, his family backgrounds and all his likes and dislikes. So this is it the feeling grows as we go along and then now we will be calling each other? Wow! At first I kind a bit hesitant to give my number but then again I will never know more if I don't? So I gave him my number. This time I feel so excited and nervous too. What will be my reaction when finally I get to hear his voice? Would he sound weird? Would I like to hear him after all?
Guys, I fell in love with the picture he sent me, you know. His image already plays in my mind. He got this lime green eyes that make me float in the air. They are like a river welcoming me to swim, giving me chills and warm feelings inside. He said he is 6 feet and 2 inches tall. He plays tennis and he loves driving fast cars. He is also a golfer. He is 4 years divorced now from his 2 years in marriage but no kids. Full of mystery awaits me until I will meet him in flesh.
We get on-line everyday whenever we had a chance. We e-Mail each other.When he goes to visit his parents in Sweden, he will just leave me an offline message. One time he gave them a visit and it was his sister's birthday. He will find time to go-online with me using his iPhone and he will tell me what's going on at that moment, as if like I was with him too. He told me that he already mentioned me to his parents and sister, and that they all say their hello to me. Of course, I feel so happy about this and thrilled at the same time. But then at the back of my mind it says something like, are these events really happening? It sounded so good to be true, right? Well, he is so sweet to bring me along thru his iPhone with his family. I can not wait to finally talk to him.
So okay, we are now in our 2 months of LDL, and at this period, we only make chats and sending mails. We talk a lot of many things, his work, my work, our past relationships, our college days and of course we are both looking for that right relationship to come. He hates divorces, so that now he is really looking for that someone to love and to spend the rest of his life with. His ex-wife is a fashion model and she left him for a much richer but old man in his 60's. He caught them on the act together in his own bed. One night he came home unexpectedly. His wife thought he will come back home after a week from his business travel. But his business transaction was cancelled so his travel was shorter than a week. He did not bother to call her wife to surprise her. He went home straight missing his wife, only to find out that she was cheating on him.
He is a business man and his business needs him to travel around the world. He has a house in Sweden, one in France where he goes to visit only during summer. He also has one in Miami and the one in Italy is where he stays a lot because it is where his main office located. They owned a family car business. His father is now on his early 80's so as the eldest and only son, he is now appointed as the President of the Apel Car Company Ltd. I am a self-employed and also a business woman, so that we understood each other in this field of running our own business, although mine is a computer shop and a cafe. I am a free-spirited woman and still single. I go on dates and have few flings but nothing I find serious at this time in my late 30's. I am also very busy and active in my work that I enjoy very much plus writing is my precious hobby.
I am so curious of LDL relationship that I wanted to find it out myself. And now I am at the moment into it. And really this guy fascinates me and whew! It gives me ghost bumps to the thought that he is now going to call me.
Guys, I fell in love with the picture he sent me, you know. His image already plays in my mind. He got this lime green eyes that make me float in the air. They are like a river welcoming me to swim, giving me chills and warm feelings inside. He said he is 6 feet and 2 inches tall. He plays tennis and he loves driving fast cars. He is also a golfer. He is 4 years divorced now from his 2 years in marriage but no kids. Full of mystery awaits me until I will meet him in flesh.
We get on-line everyday whenever we had a chance. We e-Mail each other.When he goes to visit his parents in Sweden, he will just leave me an offline message. One time he gave them a visit and it was his sister's birthday. He will find time to go-online with me using his iPhone and he will tell me what's going on at that moment, as if like I was with him too. He told me that he already mentioned me to his parents and sister, and that they all say their hello to me. Of course, I feel so happy about this and thrilled at the same time. But then at the back of my mind it says something like, are these events really happening? It sounded so good to be true, right? Well, he is so sweet to bring me along thru his iPhone with his family. I can not wait to finally talk to him.
So okay, we are now in our 2 months of LDL, and at this period, we only make chats and sending mails. We talk a lot of many things, his work, my work, our past relationships, our college days and of course we are both looking for that right relationship to come. He hates divorces, so that now he is really looking for that someone to love and to spend the rest of his life with. His ex-wife is a fashion model and she left him for a much richer but old man in his 60's. He caught them on the act together in his own bed. One night he came home unexpectedly. His wife thought he will come back home after a week from his business travel. But his business transaction was cancelled so his travel was shorter than a week. He did not bother to call her wife to surprise her. He went home straight missing his wife, only to find out that she was cheating on him.
He is a business man and his business needs him to travel around the world. He has a house in Sweden, one in France where he goes to visit only during summer. He also has one in Miami and the one in Italy is where he stays a lot because it is where his main office located. They owned a family car business. His father is now on his early 80's so as the eldest and only son, he is now appointed as the President of the Apel Car Company Ltd. I am a self-employed and also a business woman, so that we understood each other in this field of running our own business, although mine is a computer shop and a cafe. I am a free-spirited woman and still single. I go on dates and have few flings but nothing I find serious at this time in my late 30's. I am also very busy and active in my work that I enjoy very much plus writing is my precious hobby.
I am so curious of LDL relationship that I wanted to find it out myself. And now I am at the moment into it. And really this guy fascinates me and whew! It gives me ghost bumps to the thought that he is now going to call me.
Taken With Strange Musical Note
CHAPTER 2
So finally, I got a call from him for the very first time. And guess what?
Wow! His voice hit me.
I can't believe that I am hearing him, his voice sounds so manly and gosh I feel like he is so close to me. And then while I was talking to him, I tried to blend his image to his voice. I said wow he is perfect to my thoughts. Lovely! I like him already! But then again I can't help to be more curious if he was the same man who I am hearing as the picture he sent me and claimed that he was? Hmmmm, anyways, I fell in love with his voice. And more this time because he even sing me a song when I asked him to sing for me. I found him really so sweet. I must say, I am really taken...
Wow! His voice hit me.
I can't believe that I am hearing him, his voice sounds so manly and gosh I feel like he is so close to me. And then while I was talking to him, I tried to blend his image to his voice. I said wow he is perfect to my thoughts. Lovely! I like him already! But then again I can't help to be more curious if he was the same man who I am hearing as the picture he sent me and claimed that he was? Hmmmm, anyways, I fell in love with his voice. And more this time because he even sing me a song when I asked him to sing for me. I found him really so sweet. I must say, I am really taken...
"TAKEN WITH STRANGE MUSICAL NOTE"
I am like in the dark room
where I patiently roam
With eyes open wide
but sightless I ride
Hear only charms of sound
nowhere else bound
But the amazing is
this noise of note bliss
It calms all my fear
all blessed dreams felt near
In this moment of hope
I trust, I wonder, I cope
This fresh note not a ghost
It found me when I was lost
Out from this rocky road
Music plays, voices blend
Sunshine sheers as gold!
I am like in the dark room
where I patiently roam
With eyes open wide
but sightless I ride
Hear only charms of sound
nowhere else bound
But the amazing is
this noise of note bliss
It calms all my fear
all blessed dreams felt near
In this moment of hope
I trust, I wonder, I cope
This fresh note not a ghost
It found me when I was lost
Out from this rocky road
Music plays, voices blend
Sunshine sheers as gold!
So now, we are not only writing each other but at the same we call each other. We began to have this urge to see each other in person. But as we planned to do it, I cannot help to be scared about it. I have this feeling what if I will not feel that sparks just like I am feeling with him now when I hear his voice or read his mails? Then I have this feeling too, to just drop the idea of
meeting him in person. I am afraid that it may end up like what happened with a close friend of mine. She met this guy on social network too. They began by writing each other to calling each other and seeing each other regularly on the web. So no doubt they knew each other that they were really both persons. (lol)
Guess what might have happened with their long distance love affair?
But I will tell you about their LDL later, because I want to tell you guys how expensive this LDL thing. My guy calls me every now and then and I call him any time I miss hearing him, just to feel that he is just near me. Imagine how often that might be? Well the good thing is that I charge all my phone bills to my company as well as he does with his. But how about those who has LDL kind of relationship but have no business on their own? I guess they should just limit their calls once a week or 2x a month? Anyone of you here can make any suggestion with this? By the way, I live in California and he lives in Italy, so our time zone is different. My time is less 7 hours from him. So like if it is 12 noon with me, his time will be like 7pm. We manage now how we will call each other and go online, in that way we keep our bonding and communication smoothly. If there are very important to talk about or any news that comes along with our daily routine, we just write them down and send it via e-mails. Right now he is waiting for his business transaction in New York, so it means he will stay to his house in Miami. So we are both planning to see each other in person when that time comes.
The one thing that I am learning here so far with LDL is to have a lot of patience and understanding. Without these 2 things, I think it will not be very easy to handle it.
One time, he sent me an offline message that he will come home late because they have this business dinner so that he cannot come online by 7pm. He said he will be home like after 12 midnight already, so he will try his best to come online that time. It will be 5pm in my time so I do not mind to wait anyways. So here I was very excited to talk to him, that I have to cut off my regular meetings with my staff that day and went right inside my office. I put out my Macbook Air from my purse and placed it on my office table. I opened it and browsed on AOL jazz radio station. I clicked on romantic jazz, that is my favorite station. Across my office table I have my coffee maker. I switched it on. I waited for it to brew while listening to Dianne Krall's, "The Look Of Love", mmmm this song always lifted my heart when I hear it. I took my cup pour in my freshly brewed coffee, black no sugar, but I always eat dark chocolate with it. I sat down now very comfortably on my chair, and opened my yahoo messenger. I waited like two hours, he did not show up. My night shift staffs already arrived and I got to move and meet with my friends. I did not call him because that will be like 2 am already with him. I was sad of course and a bit upset, because he should have at least send me SMS or give me a brief call that he cannot make it to go-online. I thought a lot of negative things, any thing that you can think of, I bet you should have felt the same way too. But I told myself to be patient and just wait for his story. There must be very reasonable explanation with this and I just have to be very understandable.
So guys, LDL is tough but I am into it. Whew! Whatever happens I must be ready and strong with the consequences. That was Friday, as usual me and my girl friends have our night hang-out. A bit upset but I enjoyed my evening, so I went out with my friends and enjoy my evening. What I will do on week-ends? Well, my girl friends asked me out to go Los Angeles City and do some shopping at Beverly Center Shopping Mall, Rodeo Drive. Hmmm, it sounds perfect, this is just exactly what I needed. I went home late like 1am so I just took a quick shower, put my night-dress on and got on bed in just seconds. I had few drinks of margaritas and one shot of tequila so no wonder I slept so soundly.
I woke up and checked on my watch it was already 1pm. I reached out on my iPhone, and wow I had like 10 missed calls from him.
SMS too, asking me where I have been, and that he is now online waiting for me. But that was one hour ago, so I have to hurry up to go online wishing that he was still there. The good thing with LDL sometimes is that you are not concern with what you will look or what you will be wearing when you go online, because you can manage whether you want the other person to see you via webcam or not. I was disappointed because finally when I got online, an offline message came puff on right my eyes. It just mean he was not there already. Oh, my heart got sick of missing him. And by the way it took me like 15 or 30 minutes when I got on because my server was so weak that time. Another thing to consider too, in LDL relationship, your internet connection. Anyways, I got his story, so I was no longer worried. I sent him SMS that I just woke up and wished him to call me if he had his time to do that. I understand that Saturday is his Boys Night, so I just waited. Gladly he called me and told me his story and said that he will write everything to me by mail. I was happy in my shopping afterward that almost my bank went empty. LOL.
As I go along now with my LDL, I will add TRUST is also very important. Trusting the other person is another ingredient to maintain a healthy LDL relationship. But then, how can you keep this, when the two of you never see each other yet in person. I say the situation is getting tougher now because we are now getting so close together, so that finally we both decided to see each other via webcam. He is kind of conservative that he prefers meeting me in person right away without the need of webcam. But I was able to convince him anyway because his meeting in New York has no definite date yet, and he himself is already anxious to see me too. He said, when he saw my picture, he felt something different that he just got to ask me to add him in my friends list and he was glad he did.
So what happened with my close friend Patricia's LDL with Armando? I bet you are already anxious to hear about their online thing.?
meeting him in person. I am afraid that it may end up like what happened with a close friend of mine. She met this guy on social network too. They began by writing each other to calling each other and seeing each other regularly on the web. So no doubt they knew each other that they were really both persons. (lol)
Guess what might have happened with their long distance love affair?
But I will tell you about their LDL later, because I want to tell you guys how expensive this LDL thing. My guy calls me every now and then and I call him any time I miss hearing him, just to feel that he is just near me. Imagine how often that might be? Well the good thing is that I charge all my phone bills to my company as well as he does with his. But how about those who has LDL kind of relationship but have no business on their own? I guess they should just limit their calls once a week or 2x a month? Anyone of you here can make any suggestion with this? By the way, I live in California and he lives in Italy, so our time zone is different. My time is less 7 hours from him. So like if it is 12 noon with me, his time will be like 7pm. We manage now how we will call each other and go online, in that way we keep our bonding and communication smoothly. If there are very important to talk about or any news that comes along with our daily routine, we just write them down and send it via e-mails. Right now he is waiting for his business transaction in New York, so it means he will stay to his house in Miami. So we are both planning to see each other in person when that time comes.
The one thing that I am learning here so far with LDL is to have a lot of patience and understanding. Without these 2 things, I think it will not be very easy to handle it.
One time, he sent me an offline message that he will come home late because they have this business dinner so that he cannot come online by 7pm. He said he will be home like after 12 midnight already, so he will try his best to come online that time. It will be 5pm in my time so I do not mind to wait anyways. So here I was very excited to talk to him, that I have to cut off my regular meetings with my staff that day and went right inside my office. I put out my Macbook Air from my purse and placed it on my office table. I opened it and browsed on AOL jazz radio station. I clicked on romantic jazz, that is my favorite station. Across my office table I have my coffee maker. I switched it on. I waited for it to brew while listening to Dianne Krall's, "The Look Of Love", mmmm this song always lifted my heart when I hear it. I took my cup pour in my freshly brewed coffee, black no sugar, but I always eat dark chocolate with it. I sat down now very comfortably on my chair, and opened my yahoo messenger. I waited like two hours, he did not show up. My night shift staffs already arrived and I got to move and meet with my friends. I did not call him because that will be like 2 am already with him. I was sad of course and a bit upset, because he should have at least send me SMS or give me a brief call that he cannot make it to go-online. I thought a lot of negative things, any thing that you can think of, I bet you should have felt the same way too. But I told myself to be patient and just wait for his story. There must be very reasonable explanation with this and I just have to be very understandable.
So guys, LDL is tough but I am into it. Whew! Whatever happens I must be ready and strong with the consequences. That was Friday, as usual me and my girl friends have our night hang-out. A bit upset but I enjoyed my evening, so I went out with my friends and enjoy my evening. What I will do on week-ends? Well, my girl friends asked me out to go Los Angeles City and do some shopping at Beverly Center Shopping Mall, Rodeo Drive. Hmmm, it sounds perfect, this is just exactly what I needed. I went home late like 1am so I just took a quick shower, put my night-dress on and got on bed in just seconds. I had few drinks of margaritas and one shot of tequila so no wonder I slept so soundly.
I woke up and checked on my watch it was already 1pm. I reached out on my iPhone, and wow I had like 10 missed calls from him.
SMS too, asking me where I have been, and that he is now online waiting for me. But that was one hour ago, so I have to hurry up to go online wishing that he was still there. The good thing with LDL sometimes is that you are not concern with what you will look or what you will be wearing when you go online, because you can manage whether you want the other person to see you via webcam or not. I was disappointed because finally when I got online, an offline message came puff on right my eyes. It just mean he was not there already. Oh, my heart got sick of missing him. And by the way it took me like 15 or 30 minutes when I got on because my server was so weak that time. Another thing to consider too, in LDL relationship, your internet connection. Anyways, I got his story, so I was no longer worried. I sent him SMS that I just woke up and wished him to call me if he had his time to do that. I understand that Saturday is his Boys Night, so I just waited. Gladly he called me and told me his story and said that he will write everything to me by mail. I was happy in my shopping afterward that almost my bank went empty. LOL.
As I go along now with my LDL, I will add TRUST is also very important. Trusting the other person is another ingredient to maintain a healthy LDL relationship. But then, how can you keep this, when the two of you never see each other yet in person. I say the situation is getting tougher now because we are now getting so close together, so that finally we both decided to see each other via webcam. He is kind of conservative that he prefers meeting me in person right away without the need of webcam. But I was able to convince him anyway because his meeting in New York has no definite date yet, and he himself is already anxious to see me too. He said, when he saw my picture, he felt something different that he just got to ask me to add him in my friends list and he was glad he did.
So what happened with my close friend Patricia's LDL with Armando? I bet you are already anxious to hear about their online thing.?
Forever Lover
CHAPTER 3
They fell in love and made planned to see each other and meet in person. My friend told me that she was really sure of what she felt for this man and she trusted him that everything he said to her are true and sincere. I can tell how my friend fell for this guy.
"FOREVER LOVER"
My heart is crying out loud
Am I now in my real world?
to where I am
with my forever lover's arms?
coz' I'll always remember
this lovely day with you
when your voice started dancing
in my head to toe
it travels to my brain
flows like a river
thru my veins
then it shoots out
from my toes
reaching out, now clinging
more deeply
within my soul...
I can hear music playing
for so long I have never
just then I remember
that I knew this kind of feeling
Yes with this....I may say,
I am with you my forever lover!
but really...
Have we finally found each other,
coz' if we truely are
surely through we'll be shining...
And as we united
Our true joy,
Our sweet laughters,
and all of these we will know
for the whole universe would glow
with thunder....
Oh! Forever Lover
we must come together
we breath, we love
we will have more joy!
You and Me with ALL that IS
Forever!
My heart is crying out loud
Am I now in my real world?
to where I am
with my forever lover's arms?
coz' I'll always remember
this lovely day with you
when your voice started dancing
in my head to toe
it travels to my brain
flows like a river
thru my veins
then it shoots out
from my toes
reaching out, now clinging
more deeply
within my soul...
I can hear music playing
for so long I have never
just then I remember
that I knew this kind of feeling
Yes with this....I may say,
I am with you my forever lover!
but really...
Have we finally found each other,
coz' if we truely are
surely through we'll be shining...
And as we united
Our true joy,
Our sweet laughters,
and all of these we will know
for the whole universe would glow
with thunder....
Oh! Forever Lover
we must come together
we breath, we love
we will have more joy!
You and Me with ALL that IS
Forever!
Armando is an IT, so everyday his work is facing computer all the time. His daily routine is to be with his computer so no doubt he can spend more time with Patricia. They went LDL for six months and Armando decided to travel to meet Patricia in person. Armando calls her using Skype because it is cheaper than using your mobile phones.
So using Skype is another tip on getting into LDL relationship. I must download it then in my MacBookAir.
Well, Patricia never worries on getting on line too, because she is employed as computer digital artist in their company. She just let her Skype on and Armando will just puff on any time. Both of them are lucky they have this advantage with their LDL thing. Patricia is really worry-free on their situation because she knows that every day she is with him, except on Saturdays and Sundays, where he visits his kids.
Since they go online regularly, there are times that they will set a date together online with their web cam on to break the routine. Sometime, they will schedule themselves to eat together. So Patricia will eat her breakfast at 7am, Friday morning, while Armando will take his lunch at 1 pm or 9pm, late dinner for Armando and 3pm mid-break snack for Patricia.
Very cool! This is one way to enhance your romance with your LDL. I will have this in mind.
Patricia said to me that during this period of LDL you begin to have a very intimate feeling that you wanted to go to bed together. So she said that within their 6 months period of going online, talking and seeing each other, they even went to experience making love via phone and web-cam. It was her first time to do these things but she finds it normal for them to do it because they agree to each other with this kind of relationship and it is another way to keep up the bonding between them. Every time Patricia will call me about her LDL, I can tell that she really was so in love with him. She was really so happy about it and also very excited that finally she will be with him. Well, you'll probably ask how they can have this urge to make love together when the fact is they never even met in person. If you believe in the force of attraction, when two opposite matter attracts, there is this magnetic force that wanted them to bring together, and if the attraction is so strong, every cells of your body wanted to move towards the other. And if the two of you are really attracted to each other, how you wish to have wings so you can fly to be with him or her, and because you are miles away from each other, you use your mind to travel instead to make love with your LDL on air. This is very interesting to add here what I read in book 'Secret', it says "If you see it in your mind, you're going to hold it in your hand". (Bob Proctor).
Yes folks. They did meet each other in flesh. He travelled a long journey, from another continent of the world. You cannot imagine how he would do such a thing to get out away from his comfort zone and meet my friend to be with her. But did they make it together? Did they really found the love that both of them were looking for?
Armando loves to cook, so when Patricia brought her to their family house, he treated everyone with his favorite roast beef recipe. He felt so comfortable with them and her family gave him their warmest welcome. He told her parents how serious he was with Patricia that his intention with her was clean and very sincere. They gladly accepted him, naturally all parents after is the happiness for their children. Patricia was really dancing in the clouds. She cannot believe herself either, that the two of them will really made this far. She invited Armando to stay in her apartment and she also took two weeks off from her work, so she could spend a quality time with him. They made love and have proved themselves that they belong together. They really found the kind of love they were looking for. They marked the whole city red! They kissed each other everywhere, at the Central Park, Subway, along Manhattan Avenue...both of them were really in love. They did not care anyone around them as long as they were together, spending every precious moment that they have. They made all the people seeing them green with envy! They were both funny people. They enjoyed each other openly without fear. They were inseparable. Armando was also a teaser, one thing that Patricia was so crazy about. One night, on their way back to her apartment from their daily fun, they took a subway. It was so crowded that night, full of passengers and everyone was in a hurry to go home, from their exhausting works or busy days. But these sooooo in love couple, did not mind the time at all, they were busy for each other. They were standing, no more seats available so they managed to hold on each other so closely facing each other. Armando's back was against the conductor's door while his hands on her back so that he found his way to slide them underneath her pants, and was kissing her wildly while everyone were watching them. That was a trip that Patricia would always remember up to this very moment, that when she told me about it, she was really taken.
By this time, my LDL and I are already getting ready to see each other on the web. And thinking about Patricia, there is nothing to lose but to give it a try. All of us are not perfect and I have some insecurity too. What if my LDL also thinks the way I was thinking? Like, what if once he saw me on the webcam, he got turned off and does not want to see me again? You just don't know how my heart beats so fast every time he calls me, they sounded like drums....And the fact that I already fell in love with his picture and his voice, I just cannot allow that perfect image in my mind about him to be changed in an instant once I see him on the web. I already like what I am feeling and I just want to let it grow and it feels so good inside. But I am also telling myself that as an adult, I can handle the situation, and be matured about it. Where I am at now is in the stage of getting to know him more, so I have to treat it that way yet and not to be carried away with any fantasy that I want to happen. I have to be very logic and reasonable to every action that I will take. I will take my LDL relationship into step by step experience. If it worked for me or not, this we will yet to find out.
But going back to Patricia, really, I just cannot help smiling, because this must be her exact feelings too with Armando. I cannot blame her falling in love with him.
Love is the precious gift that we can offer to anyone who are ready to receive our love. A wonderful feeling and magical experience every person can have that even the two of you are distant but when love happens, you will always be near at heart to each other. I find that this LDL kind of love relationship is something where you will experience unconditional love which is TRUE LOVE supposed to be meant. Because you exert more effort to give your love and trust to this person even you have not seen them yet in person. It is like how we feel with God. We have not seen Him yet we believe and have faith in HIM. We give our trust and love to Him.
Is this LDL really worth it? Maybe it does to those who made it happened and ended up into a beautiful marriage, but how about those who did not make it?
Where There Were You
CHAPTER 4
To some couple, like Armando and Patricia, after proving their love together, we all expected that marriage will be their next step. You can not think of any reason why it wouldn't.
For two weeks they spent great times together. They were on their honeymoon stage. They made plans for the future to be together. Armando is already in his late 40's and Patricia is on her mid 30's. The thing was he does not like to have any more kids since he already has 2 from his previous marriage, while of course Patricia likes to have a kid or two. Anyways, my friend fell for him that she even told herself that she would and might consider the idea. Isn't that what we call unconditional love?
Anyways, they parted that rainy day with full of love and promises to be together. Patricia agreed that it was her turn to give Armando a visit after a month or two.
Armando went back home to Spain but he rarely called my friend who lives in Queens, New York now. He did not go on line as often with Patricia just like before. It was weird, he is an IT, Patricia thought, it was unlikely of him, before he was always checking on her anytime as he wished and now, not even a single word. One week passed and another week. Patricia went crazy. She called him, wrote him mails, she felt so frustrated, she did not have any idea what had happened? And then one day after 3 weeks she finally received a mail from him, saying, their relationship is over, and that there was nothing wrong with her, it just did not work for him, but he will remain to be with her but only now as a friend.
Awwwww! That was sad and awful. After all of the effort you went through and this is the only explanation that you get?
If this kind of situation will happen to me, what will be my reaction? Gosh! I cannot tell yet.
Some women will usually feel something like, "was it because he had his fantasy to have made sex with me that there is no more there for him to look for and he would just drop me like a hot potato?" Well guys, this is not true. I believe men are no difference with us when it comes to looking for that life time partnership. It was good thing that Patricia accepted it and had moved on. She said it was very painful because she really fell for him, but on the other hand she thought it was also best for her because, she's still young and she likes to have kids on her own too. She learned from her experience that better to be very selective in choosing the man that you will decide to have LDL before you get yourself too involve already that you accepted everything about the other person and neglecting the very important part, "yourself". What is it that you really want for you? This is the thing that we should not forget. Ask this to yourself, "What do I want in my life when it comes to searching my life partner to be?" Either in LDL or in person, this is very important, make sure of what you really want.
Patricia was hurt but she moved on. I heard that she has 2 LDL and is now choosing who will win her heart. The 2 guys are single, never been married, and near her age. She hopes that this time she will meet her Mr. Right.
We wonder why Patricia still on LDL thing after what had happened with her? Well, because, she is a very busy woman. In her line of work she finds it easier for her to find her love on the web. Patricia believes that there is nothing wrong with LDL. It worked with her. She had fun and had wonderful memories saved in her mind.
"WHERE THERE WERE YOU"
Running away from the
thoughts
Of memories you've left...
And having your love that I
kept,
My heart still beats for questions
I don't understand and
couldn't ever get,
while
Looking through my
eyes
Where there were you
Who were once
mine…
Running away from the
thoughts
Of memories you've left...
And having your love that I
kept,
My heart still beats for questions
I don't understand and
couldn't ever get,
while
Looking through my
eyes
Where there were you
Who were once
mine…
I can say that the period where Armando and Patricia handled their LDL was successful because they were able to have their love on air continued even until they met each other in person. The reason it did not ended well was because marriage was not for them.
So the next day my LDL Alain, a 49 year old half German and half Swedish guy who lives in Italy called me. We talked about meeting each other in person as soon as he gets his business schedule in New York. I asked him that while we wait for his travel here in America we rather try to see each other on the web cam and find out if we still want to continue to meet in person. Alain as a conservative person prefers to meet me in person as soon as possibility arises. But being aware of some LDL stories, I am just being very careful and protective of myself that I wanted to know more of him before I will ever agree to see him in person. Gladly as I said before, he was convinced with me so we made plans on how we will go online and we both agreed that we will whenever we both feel comfortable to do so, considering our time differences. I feel excited with this arrangement. What would be my reaction when we get on line and see each other on the web cam? Is there any one of you here knows what to do? Oh, I cannot wait for that day to come...we will know soon... :D
I will share with you our first conversation that took place online.
(9/14/2010, 2:00 PM)
Alain: Hi! how are you?
Adel: hello
Adel: I am fine thanks
Alain: Nice meeting u here?
Adel: me too
Adel: I replied to your mail
Alain: Yes,thanks a lot! I’m reading it now
Adel: ok
Alain: So how's your work today
Adel: my work is fine, lots of people are here now in the café, my staffs are all busy.
Alain: okay
Alain: I really appreciate your picture, u look very attractive woman
Adel: Thank you
Alain: you're welcome, So did u read my mail too?
Alain: what can u say about me?
Adel: yes, I would be glad to get to know you
Adel: but I am just curious what kind of a woman that you respect?
Alain: sure, me too I really want us to get to know each other
Alain: You know I have a bad experienced with my first marriage
Alain: And I need someone to share my life again, I am 4-years divorce now.
Adel: aha, so you got married late?
Alain: Yes
Alain: And how about you?
Adel: I am single
Adel: so what do you think your ex-wife will say to her friends about you now that the two of you are divorce?
Alain : Well my ex-wife & I have no more communication since we got divorced, because her new husband is very sensitive...
Adel: ok
Adel: and are you now emotionally stable to enter a new relationship again?
Alain: my ex-wife would say that I am an honest man… and now I look for my ideal woman to hold me & to love me for the rest of my life!!!
Alain: Sure, I am now ready to enter a new relationship
Alain: and I don’t want to have another divorce to happen again
Adel: ok, so we both seek the same kind of relationship
Adel: the right relationship that will last for the rest of our lif
Adel: life***
Alain: You know my business partner was the one who encouraged me to post my profile
in this social network, and it is hard to trust people only by internet, lots of people are strange
Adel: I understand you
Adel: me too, and I am new in this, like only yesterday? hehehe
Alain: I was so happy with my business partner because he met his girlfriend on the net and they are now planning to get married
Alain: I hope they can have family soon!
Adel: Wow, that is amazing! I wish them good luck.
Adel: But I plan to close my account soon because I do not like to expose myself that much
Alain: Yes you are absolutely right, because you don’t know really whom you are talking to
Adel: yes, I just tried it because my friend invited me to join
Alain: So how is your profile? I bet a lot of guys are interested in you?
Adel: yes, there are a lot of them, hehehehe, but I picked you from the rest of them.
Adel: and yes,because in dating site, you do not know if these people are really honest and true
Alain: Yes
Alain: So better to meet someone in real… so I want us to meet in person right away if it is possible.?
Alain: If I offer you to come in Europe, what u will do?
Alain: And you have your own business there in California
Alain: You are a successful career oriented woman, you are very smart
Adel: thank you
Alain: You’re welcome
Adel: well, about coming there in Europe? That will depend on the outcome of our getting to know each other stage, we will have to
find this out.
Adel: btw you were asking about me?
Adel: I am 37 years old
Alain: I’m 49
Alain: Yes, I have question to you?
Adel: ok
Alain: Why you are single until now?
Alain: You never have been married
Adel: yes, I am still single and never been married
Alain: Okay
Alain: are you now in a relationship?
Alain: Sorry to asking you lots of question?
Adel: I go dates and have few flings but nothing serious, right now I am not seeing anyone officially at the moment
Adel: so basically, I am not sexually active for about 3 months but I manage
Adel: hehehehe
Adel: so how about you
Adel: how’s your sexual life
Alain: Me I have a fling, 3 months ago she’s Italian woman, but i stop already because I want to have real family
Alain: And I’m getting old I need to have real family with my own kids
Adel: aha
Alain: Yes
Alain: So do you like to have kids...he,he,he
Adel: sure, why not?
Adel: hehehe
Adel: maybe one or two?
Alain: You can still manage?
Adel: yes, I hope so, I take care of myself. I believe that I am very healthy woman ;)
Adel: but that is if God will bless me to have kids
Adel: why you did not have kids with your previous marriage?
Alain: No I don’t have kds
Alain: kids
Adel: ok
Alain: I am happy to get to know you?
Adel: me too, so we’ll catch again later?
Alain: yes see u soon!
Alain: Bye for now?
Adel: Okay, bye
Alain has signed out. (9/14/2010 2:55 PM)
The conversation took place like 55 minutes. If you notice the conversation was short but look at the time period, almost an hour. This is sometime caused by our net reception. Funny, there are times the conversation was cut because I will lost my net and there I go, I was offline. Then I will try to get on again to catch on the conversation. I find that in LDL, time management is a must. Those important details that you want to ask with your LDL, better write them in mail, to be more clear on what you want with the other person and you wouldn't have to worry whether you will lost your internet connection or not.
By the way to help you make sure that your eMails sent to your LDL are received and you got his or her exact location. You can check this out: www.readnotify.com, and it's worth a penny from avoiding scammers. There are lots of these people too on the web. Things we all should be very careful at when considering to experience LDL affair.
One thing that I find fascinating in LDL is that there are cases where, you just happened to need it for the time being. My lawyer and also a friend of mine told me her experience in LDL. Hers was passionate and wild. It will be nice to share her story too to learn from. Vanessa is a very successful lawyer. She is divorced for 12 yeasrs now and already has 2 beautiful grown up daughters. She is outstanding for her job. You just got to hear this...
So the next day my LDL Alain, a 49 year old half German and half Swedish guy who lives in Italy called me. We talked about meeting each other in person as soon as he gets his business schedule in New York. I asked him that while we wait for his travel here in America we rather try to see each other on the web cam and find out if we still want to continue to meet in person. Alain as a conservative person prefers to meet me in person as soon as possibility arises. But being aware of some LDL stories, I am just being very careful and protective of myself that I wanted to know more of him before I will ever agree to see him in person. Gladly as I said before, he was convinced with me so we made plans on how we will go online and we both agreed that we will whenever we both feel comfortable to do so, considering our time differences. I feel excited with this arrangement. What would be my reaction when we get on line and see each other on the web cam? Is there any one of you here knows what to do? Oh, I cannot wait for that day to come...we will know soon... :D
I will share with you our first conversation that took place online.
(9/14/2010, 2:00 PM)
Alain: Hi! how are you?
Adel: hello
Adel: I am fine thanks
Alain: Nice meeting u here?
Adel: me too
Adel: I replied to your mail
Alain: Yes,thanks a lot! I’m reading it now
Adel: ok
Alain: So how's your work today
Adel: my work is fine, lots of people are here now in the café, my staffs are all busy.
Alain: okay
Alain: I really appreciate your picture, u look very attractive woman
Adel: Thank you
Alain: you're welcome, So did u read my mail too?
Alain: what can u say about me?
Adel: yes, I would be glad to get to know you
Adel: but I am just curious what kind of a woman that you respect?
Alain: sure, me too I really want us to get to know each other
Alain: You know I have a bad experienced with my first marriage
Alain: And I need someone to share my life again, I am 4-years divorce now.
Adel: aha, so you got married late?
Alain: Yes
Alain: And how about you?
Adel: I am single
Adel: so what do you think your ex-wife will say to her friends about you now that the two of you are divorce?
Alain : Well my ex-wife & I have no more communication since we got divorced, because her new husband is very sensitive...
Adel: ok
Adel: and are you now emotionally stable to enter a new relationship again?
Alain: my ex-wife would say that I am an honest man… and now I look for my ideal woman to hold me & to love me for the rest of my life!!!
Alain: Sure, I am now ready to enter a new relationship
Alain: and I don’t want to have another divorce to happen again
Adel: ok, so we both seek the same kind of relationship
Adel: the right relationship that will last for the rest of our lif
Adel: life***
Alain: You know my business partner was the one who encouraged me to post my profile
in this social network, and it is hard to trust people only by internet, lots of people are strange
Adel: I understand you
Adel: me too, and I am new in this, like only yesterday? hehehe
Alain: I was so happy with my business partner because he met his girlfriend on the net and they are now planning to get married
Alain: I hope they can have family soon!
Adel: Wow, that is amazing! I wish them good luck.
Adel: But I plan to close my account soon because I do not like to expose myself that much
Alain: Yes you are absolutely right, because you don’t know really whom you are talking to
Adel: yes, I just tried it because my friend invited me to join
Alain: So how is your profile? I bet a lot of guys are interested in you?
Adel: yes, there are a lot of them, hehehehe, but I picked you from the rest of them.
Adel: and yes,because in dating site, you do not know if these people are really honest and true
Alain: Yes
Alain: So better to meet someone in real… so I want us to meet in person right away if it is possible.?
Alain: If I offer you to come in Europe, what u will do?
Alain: And you have your own business there in California
Alain: You are a successful career oriented woman, you are very smart
Adel: thank you
Alain: You’re welcome
Adel: well, about coming there in Europe? That will depend on the outcome of our getting to know each other stage, we will have to
find this out.
Adel: btw you were asking about me?
Adel: I am 37 years old
Alain: I’m 49
Alain: Yes, I have question to you?
Adel: ok
Alain: Why you are single until now?
Alain: You never have been married
Adel: yes, I am still single and never been married
Alain: Okay
Alain: are you now in a relationship?
Alain: Sorry to asking you lots of question?
Adel: I go dates and have few flings but nothing serious, right now I am not seeing anyone officially at the moment
Adel: so basically, I am not sexually active for about 3 months but I manage
Adel: hehehehe
Adel: so how about you
Adel: how’s your sexual life
Alain: Me I have a fling, 3 months ago she’s Italian woman, but i stop already because I want to have real family
Alain: And I’m getting old I need to have real family with my own kids
Adel: aha
Alain: Yes
Alain: So do you like to have kids...he,he,he
Adel: sure, why not?
Adel: hehehe
Adel: maybe one or two?
Alain: You can still manage?
Adel: yes, I hope so, I take care of myself. I believe that I am very healthy woman ;)
Adel: but that is if God will bless me to have kids
Adel: why you did not have kids with your previous marriage?
Alain: No I don’t have kds
Alain: kids
Adel: ok
Alain: I am happy to get to know you?
Adel: me too, so we’ll catch again later?
Alain: yes see u soon!
Alain: Bye for now?
Adel: Okay, bye
Alain has signed out. (9/14/2010 2:55 PM)
The conversation took place like 55 minutes. If you notice the conversation was short but look at the time period, almost an hour. This is sometime caused by our net reception. Funny, there are times the conversation was cut because I will lost my net and there I go, I was offline. Then I will try to get on again to catch on the conversation. I find that in LDL, time management is a must. Those important details that you want to ask with your LDL, better write them in mail, to be more clear on what you want with the other person and you wouldn't have to worry whether you will lost your internet connection or not.
By the way to help you make sure that your eMails sent to your LDL are received and you got his or her exact location. You can check this out: www.readnotify.com, and it's worth a penny from avoiding scammers. There are lots of these people too on the web. Things we all should be very careful at when considering to experience LDL affair.
One thing that I find fascinating in LDL is that there are cases where, you just happened to need it for the time being. My lawyer and also a friend of mine told me her experience in LDL. Hers was passionate and wild. It will be nice to share her story too to learn from. Vanessa is a very successful lawyer. She is divorced for 12 yeasrs now and already has 2 beautiful grown up daughters. She is outstanding for her job. You just got to hear this...
Because of You
CHAPTER 5
"Hello Mom, how are you doing there? We miss you so much! How are you coping with the people in Abu Dhabi? Anne called as soon as she got up from bed in Sunday morning and asked Vanessa, who was assigned by her company to represent one of their very prestigious clients who owned a multimillion company in Abu Dhabi. She will handle the project in legal sector for a year. "Oh, I am fine my dear, except that I miss our fun there, you knew how life here, it is not the same as in free country like ours, hehehehe" She giggled at the same time, although Anne could tell that her mom was bored. "Mom, I will invite you to this social website so that when you are free we can chat in there and it will not be expensive for us, ok?" Anne excitedly told her. "Sure dear, no problem. How's your sissy? Everything are okay down there? Don't worry about me here, I can manage my situation, anyways I am also busy in my work, and I also don't feel like going out. Sometimes, during week ends, I rather prefer to stay in my hotel, although it gets me bored at times but I feel comfortable in my hotel than to go out, there is not much to see here. Especially, with women, you are not even allowed to talk with men who is not your husband. So what the use of going out anyways" Vanessa gave a smiling sigh but giggle a bit. "Oh Michelle is fine, you knew her, she's always busy in her work and at the same time, she and Arthur love to go out of town during weekends. And me, I will finish with my thesis soon". Anne cheerfully said while she was sitting comfortably on her bed with laptop on her lap and surf the internet to the social website she suggested to her mom and sent her an invitation to join. She clicked and added, "Ok, mom, you can check your mail I already invited you. This way at least we can keep in touch anytime, and I can send you pictures and other things you may be interested to see when you feel like missing us, hahahahaha, which I am sure you always are". Vanessa who was having her break time coffee in her office happily answered and laughed at the same time, "You really knew how to cheer me up, don't you! Okay, I will check on it later when I get to my hotel. Sunday is the first day here. You knew weekends here are Fridays and Saturdays. So right now, I am just having my break and then I will get back to work, bye sweetie, and take care, I will talk to you soon, I love you, mmwahahh!" Anne hurriedly answered as she heard the beep warning of her card phone that it will soon be over, "Bye mom, I love you, too and take care, I kiss you, mmwahhh".
Vanessa was always busy on her weekdays. From her hotel to work, from work to hotel. She stayed in this country for about 4 months now and she was already used to her routine. It was Friday morning when she had her free time to open her computer and checked on her mail. She accepted the invitation from her daughter to this social website. She did not even have an idea what kind of website was this. All she knew was that she is now a friend to her daughter in this website. She uploaded her photo, and some details like her birthday, so it appeared on her profile that she was 40 years old and she is related to Anne as the mother. The usual, she does her dancing exercises, reads, watches DVD movies, goes out in the afternoon for her groceries, retires in the evening as early as 10pm.
The following day, she used to get up like 10am or 11am. Saturday for her is her precious day for herself, if she will not go out to the mall for shopping, she will just sleep the whole afternoon. She will prepare herself a good meal and just treat herself like a baby, doing nothing but just simply enjoying herself. But this Saturday, she planned not to go shopping, but instead she prepared herself a good meal, her favorite "egg-pizza", which she invented herself. Three or four scrambled eggs mixed with mushroom, potato, carrots, tomato, green and red pepper, spinach, small strip slices of breast chicken, cheese and sprinkled with black pepper and a pinch of salt. She prepared her dining table, lit a scented candle and put her recipe on a very expensive china porcelain plate with a sunflower design on it. She poured fresh red grape juice in her glass wine as she would be drinking a red wine in her mind. She was smiling when she saw how elegant she prepared her meal. But she liked to enjoy it feeling sexy for herself that she went to her bathroom and took a very quick and warm shower to feel fresh. She wore her favorite red silk long dress which fabric softly rested on her delicate skin. She felt refresh when she finally went to her dining table and finished her meal delightfully.
After 15 to 20 minutes with the glass of red-grape-juice in her left hand she went to her study room. She sipped and drank it like she was drinking a red wine in her mind. She thought of herself funny and laughed, "I must have been so bored now, whew! 8 more months to go", She just brushed away whatever she was thinking and sat down on her study table instead and opened her computer and checked on her mail. She was surprised to see a lot of men from that social website her daughter had asked her to join in. Wow, like hundreds of them already have viewed her profile from different countries. She just ignored all of them. She called her daughter, "Anne, what is this website, I have like 100 men already have viewed my profile and asking me to add them?" Anne laughed out loud and answered, "Mom, don't get excited, that is normal, but just choose which of them you would like to add on your page. Okay, its 10am here, after an hour I will be getting ready to go out with my friends, wait awhile, I will go online with you so we can chat." Vanessa waited for her, they chatted and Anne explained to her what she should expect from the website, but also warned her to be careful too.
That night before she went to sleep, Vanessa once again, scanned those men who viewed her. She chose three of them. One from Vancouver, Canada, a 45-year-old who look like Bruce Willis, one from Napoli, Italy, a 40-year-old, Andy Garcia look-alike, and the third one from Houston, Texas, a 39-year-old Nicholas Cage look a-like. After few minutes, she received a new mail again from this website. She was flattered to see a 26 year old, good looking Arab man from Lebanon, asking her to add him. He wrote, "hi there, i d like u to add me on MSN, u r so hot, kisses :)", Although this message gave a smile on her face, she still ignored it because this guy was only 26-year-old, plus he is an Arab, she thought that for sure this guy must be a Muslim. She thought, no way she could ever have a friendship with muslim men, she is a free-spirited woman. She loves freedom. She slept that night peacefully and still flattered to be admired by a 26- year-old guy at her age of 40.
Her weekdays again was finished with loads of work, the same routine. The following day, friday morning, she got up from the flow she felt that burst out. Without further ado, she got herself naked and took a warm shower. Her first day monthly period had just started. She was not in the mood to do anything, now she really felt bored and alone too. She poured herself a hot green tea, and sit comfortably on her bed. She grabbed the remote control and watched a film on her dvd. When the film was finished, she reached on her laptop from her left side bed-table, placed it on her lap then began to surf the net. As usual she went to check her mail. She received another message from the Arab guy. His message was, "hi sweetheart, u look so beautiful, i really would ike u to add me on MSN or yahoo, Mark". She was not sure what came over her, but she became so curious with this guy and at the same she felt so bored so she thought to see, what this guy really wanted. She added him on her yahoo, and a few seconds this guy was there already. He was online.
They started to chat and introduced themselves to each other. This good looking Lebanese guy was a christian and a very young lawyer. She felt intrigued by him and perhaps because of her mood that day, she allowed herself to be fascinated by him. He was very honest to tell her that he was not looking for a serious relationship, and he was not himself into a relationship, he prefers at his age to be free. Vanessa, told her likewise. They chatted like 2 hours, and it seemed they enjoyed each other. Vanessa thought he was a matured man at his age of 26. Since he was a lawyer like herself, she felt comfortable to share her thoughts with him. He told her, his plan to go to work in Dubai, if not after a month, or perhaps after a week he will already fly to Dubai, once he received his working visa. So they have this idea that perhaps they will have a chance to see each other in person, one day. Vanessa heard that Dubai is an open country so she had no worry to meet him there. She slept that night full of flattery and looked forward to chat with him again. His looks on his picture turned her on. Very athletic, a good swimmer, and really a charmer. She dreamt of him that night.
She woke up late already, around 1pm. She was so lazy to move. She just poured herself a black coffee and she was not even hungry. She was not even in the mood to go out. Mark told her that he would be online around 5pm on her time, so she just opened her YM and waited for him to go online while watching the film "Unfaithful" on her DVD. The film she was watching made her hot. The story was about a married woman who had an affair with a man younger her age. She thought of herself with this young Lebanese guy. She found herself smiling and liking the idea of having a hot sex with him. Her heart jumped when she heard a buzz. He was now online and this time he invited her to see his webcam. She saw him, he was really that guy on the picture. He was not wearing a shirt, so he saw his muscular body. This guy was so hot, he liked to flirt with her. She felt something unusual with her body too, a tingling sensation. He took his boxer off, exposed himself and positioned his cam to focus on his hard toy and told her that he felt so horny, he wanted her so bad and asked her to open her webcam too. But she refused. She was not ready for this. She was very new into this thing. She thought that, sure this must be what they called cyber-sex.
She was in that country for four months now, and for Vanessa who is a very sexually active woman like the character of Samantha in the TV sitcom "Sex And The City", began to be curious on this. Her mind argued to herself that, it won't do her any harm though because they were miles apart, he was not touching her physically. She was tempted though, she was sure she needed this kind of feeling and sensation, she had no choice but to watch this man who was a complete stranger to her. She pretended to be doing the same thing that he was doing. She could not play even to herself because she had her period, but she could not deny the fact that she enjoyed it. Plus, she was also attracted to him.
Their chatting became so frequent. If not on week ends, on weekdays too, every night before she went to bed. She showed herself too now on the web and also participated. They were also now calling each other, sending SMS to each other. He became her hero. For her, she felt she had something to look forward to every night after her works and on week ends after she went to have her shopping or groceries. Their relationship continued until he was already hired to work in UAE.
For eight months, they enjoyed each other. It helped both of them. Like one night she would received SMS from him saying, "honey, in five minutes time, I will be home, I'll be waiting for you on our bed. Get naked baby, and when you are ready, call me". Vanessa would get ready too, as if like he was really there on her bed waiting for her. Sometimes she would received message like. "honey, I just thought of you and I came! I miss you baby, see you tonight". He really boost her energy up. She felt so young and sexy everyday. She was blooming and never felt bored now in her work. She was happy.
Vanessa was always busy on her weekdays. From her hotel to work, from work to hotel. She stayed in this country for about 4 months now and she was already used to her routine. It was Friday morning when she had her free time to open her computer and checked on her mail. She accepted the invitation from her daughter to this social website. She did not even have an idea what kind of website was this. All she knew was that she is now a friend to her daughter in this website. She uploaded her photo, and some details like her birthday, so it appeared on her profile that she was 40 years old and she is related to Anne as the mother. The usual, she does her dancing exercises, reads, watches DVD movies, goes out in the afternoon for her groceries, retires in the evening as early as 10pm.
The following day, she used to get up like 10am or 11am. Saturday for her is her precious day for herself, if she will not go out to the mall for shopping, she will just sleep the whole afternoon. She will prepare herself a good meal and just treat herself like a baby, doing nothing but just simply enjoying herself. But this Saturday, she planned not to go shopping, but instead she prepared herself a good meal, her favorite "egg-pizza", which she invented herself. Three or four scrambled eggs mixed with mushroom, potato, carrots, tomato, green and red pepper, spinach, small strip slices of breast chicken, cheese and sprinkled with black pepper and a pinch of salt. She prepared her dining table, lit a scented candle and put her recipe on a very expensive china porcelain plate with a sunflower design on it. She poured fresh red grape juice in her glass wine as she would be drinking a red wine in her mind. She was smiling when she saw how elegant she prepared her meal. But she liked to enjoy it feeling sexy for herself that she went to her bathroom and took a very quick and warm shower to feel fresh. She wore her favorite red silk long dress which fabric softly rested on her delicate skin. She felt refresh when she finally went to her dining table and finished her meal delightfully.
After 15 to 20 minutes with the glass of red-grape-juice in her left hand she went to her study room. She sipped and drank it like she was drinking a red wine in her mind. She thought of herself funny and laughed, "I must have been so bored now, whew! 8 more months to go", She just brushed away whatever she was thinking and sat down on her study table instead and opened her computer and checked on her mail. She was surprised to see a lot of men from that social website her daughter had asked her to join in. Wow, like hundreds of them already have viewed her profile from different countries. She just ignored all of them. She called her daughter, "Anne, what is this website, I have like 100 men already have viewed my profile and asking me to add them?" Anne laughed out loud and answered, "Mom, don't get excited, that is normal, but just choose which of them you would like to add on your page. Okay, its 10am here, after an hour I will be getting ready to go out with my friends, wait awhile, I will go online with you so we can chat." Vanessa waited for her, they chatted and Anne explained to her what she should expect from the website, but also warned her to be careful too.
That night before she went to sleep, Vanessa once again, scanned those men who viewed her. She chose three of them. One from Vancouver, Canada, a 45-year-old who look like Bruce Willis, one from Napoli, Italy, a 40-year-old, Andy Garcia look-alike, and the third one from Houston, Texas, a 39-year-old Nicholas Cage look a-like. After few minutes, she received a new mail again from this website. She was flattered to see a 26 year old, good looking Arab man from Lebanon, asking her to add him. He wrote, "hi there, i d like u to add me on MSN, u r so hot, kisses :)", Although this message gave a smile on her face, she still ignored it because this guy was only 26-year-old, plus he is an Arab, she thought that for sure this guy must be a Muslim. She thought, no way she could ever have a friendship with muslim men, she is a free-spirited woman. She loves freedom. She slept that night peacefully and still flattered to be admired by a 26- year-old guy at her age of 40.
Her weekdays again was finished with loads of work, the same routine. The following day, friday morning, she got up from the flow she felt that burst out. Without further ado, she got herself naked and took a warm shower. Her first day monthly period had just started. She was not in the mood to do anything, now she really felt bored and alone too. She poured herself a hot green tea, and sit comfortably on her bed. She grabbed the remote control and watched a film on her dvd. When the film was finished, she reached on her laptop from her left side bed-table, placed it on her lap then began to surf the net. As usual she went to check her mail. She received another message from the Arab guy. His message was, "hi sweetheart, u look so beautiful, i really would ike u to add me on MSN or yahoo, Mark". She was not sure what came over her, but she became so curious with this guy and at the same she felt so bored so she thought to see, what this guy really wanted. She added him on her yahoo, and a few seconds this guy was there already. He was online.
They started to chat and introduced themselves to each other. This good looking Lebanese guy was a christian and a very young lawyer. She felt intrigued by him and perhaps because of her mood that day, she allowed herself to be fascinated by him. He was very honest to tell her that he was not looking for a serious relationship, and he was not himself into a relationship, he prefers at his age to be free. Vanessa, told her likewise. They chatted like 2 hours, and it seemed they enjoyed each other. Vanessa thought he was a matured man at his age of 26. Since he was a lawyer like herself, she felt comfortable to share her thoughts with him. He told her, his plan to go to work in Dubai, if not after a month, or perhaps after a week he will already fly to Dubai, once he received his working visa. So they have this idea that perhaps they will have a chance to see each other in person, one day. Vanessa heard that Dubai is an open country so she had no worry to meet him there. She slept that night full of flattery and looked forward to chat with him again. His looks on his picture turned her on. Very athletic, a good swimmer, and really a charmer. She dreamt of him that night.
She woke up late already, around 1pm. She was so lazy to move. She just poured herself a black coffee and she was not even hungry. She was not even in the mood to go out. Mark told her that he would be online around 5pm on her time, so she just opened her YM and waited for him to go online while watching the film "Unfaithful" on her DVD. The film she was watching made her hot. The story was about a married woman who had an affair with a man younger her age. She thought of herself with this young Lebanese guy. She found herself smiling and liking the idea of having a hot sex with him. Her heart jumped when she heard a buzz. He was now online and this time he invited her to see his webcam. She saw him, he was really that guy on the picture. He was not wearing a shirt, so he saw his muscular body. This guy was so hot, he liked to flirt with her. She felt something unusual with her body too, a tingling sensation. He took his boxer off, exposed himself and positioned his cam to focus on his hard toy and told her that he felt so horny, he wanted her so bad and asked her to open her webcam too. But she refused. She was not ready for this. She was very new into this thing. She thought that, sure this must be what they called cyber-sex.
She was in that country for four months now, and for Vanessa who is a very sexually active woman like the character of Samantha in the TV sitcom "Sex And The City", began to be curious on this. Her mind argued to herself that, it won't do her any harm though because they were miles apart, he was not touching her physically. She was tempted though, she was sure she needed this kind of feeling and sensation, she had no choice but to watch this man who was a complete stranger to her. She pretended to be doing the same thing that he was doing. She could not play even to herself because she had her period, but she could not deny the fact that she enjoyed it. Plus, she was also attracted to him.
Their chatting became so frequent. If not on week ends, on weekdays too, every night before she went to bed. She showed herself too now on the web and also participated. They were also now calling each other, sending SMS to each other. He became her hero. For her, she felt she had something to look forward to every night after her works and on week ends after she went to have her shopping or groceries. Their relationship continued until he was already hired to work in UAE.
For eight months, they enjoyed each other. It helped both of them. Like one night she would received SMS from him saying, "honey, in five minutes time, I will be home, I'll be waiting for you on our bed. Get naked baby, and when you are ready, call me". Vanessa would get ready too, as if like he was really there on her bed waiting for her. Sometimes she would received message like. "honey, I just thought of you and I came! I miss you baby, see you tonight". He really boost her energy up. She felt so young and sexy everyday. She was blooming and never felt bored now in her work. She was happy.
"Because Of You"
Because of you
My world has changed a lot
I have learned with you
Things in my time I've never got
Because of you
I met the one called True Love
I thought I won't ever know
Until you came and have me tasted Above
Because of you
My life becomes more colorful
I've never looked for you
Yet you have found me through it all
Because of you
I have love and live again
You are my rainbow
In my heart you won its gain
Because of you
I have all the answer
My heart belongs to you
For as long as forever.......
Because of you
My world has changed a lot
I have learned with you
Things in my time I've never got
Because of you
I met the one called True Love
I thought I won't ever know
Until you came and have me tasted Above
Because of you
My life becomes more colorful
I've never looked for you
Yet you have found me through it all
Because of you
I have love and live again
You are my rainbow
In my heart you won its gain
Because of you
I have all the answer
My heart belongs to you
For as long as forever.......
Chance
CHAPTER 6
Finally her contract was finished. She was now ready to go home to America. But this young man have helped her on her needs during her stay in Abu Dhabi. She planned her trip to visit him in UAE and stayed with him for two weeks first before she would fly to America. She wanted to see him and feel him in flesh. They both wanted this to happen and so they did meet in flesh for real. You cannot imagined how would their meeting would be like, but according to Vanessa, it was truly magic. Vanessa booked herself in a hotel. When she arrived in the Airport, she called Mark. It was already 10pm. "Hey baby, I just landed but I will go and checked in my hotel, I will be calling you from there, Ok?" Mark said, "Honey, why not just come straight to my apartment, you are welcome to stay". As liberated woman as she was, Vanessa thought a while, "why not", I could do that, I would just meet him and if nothing is there for me to stay I could just leave right away". So she answered, "Ok, baby I will see you later then". Vanessa took his address but she went first to her hotel and checked in. She took a quick shower, of course, she wanted to look nice and feel fresh for him.
That was summer in June so the weather was warm and a bit humid. She simply wore her purple crocheted spaghetti-strap A-line long dress. She put on her favorite white thong, but she did not bother to wear a bra but instead she grabbed her scarf and wrapped it nicely on her shoulder. It took her only 30 minutes to prepare herself and hurriedly went down to the lobby and asked for the hotel taxi to bring her to Mark's address. Mark was already excited to meet her and had sent her SMS, "what was taking you too long baby to arrive, I miss you, I am dying to be with you, I cannot wait to finally have you and taste you." Vanessa smiled when she read it, but at the same she was nervous, she kept wondering, "what would I feel when I see him, what would I do?"
The taxi stopped and the driver said, "This is the place Miss", before she went down, she called Mark and asked him which floor he was staying. Mark said, "Honey, I can see your taxi on my window, come up baby, I am at the 10th floor". She came out from the taxi, closed the door and she looked up. She saw him, waved at her. He told herself, "this is it, it is really happening now". Her heart was pounding so fast, they knew each other for 8 months now but in reality they were still both strangers. She went inside the elevator and pressed the 10th floor. She was telling herself , "keep calm, everything will be find, Mark is a nice man". She was finally calmed now when the door opened. She walked slowly looking which door. She was about to give him a call to ask his door number, when a door behind her back opened and she heard his voice called her name, "Vanessa?"
She looked back and there he was standing, his right hand on the door knob, having the door halfway opened, like he was so careful not to wake-up his neighbors next door. He was wearing a white-fitted-round-neck cotton-shirt and a loose shorts. She controlled her breath and said, "Mark?" Like she was asking, is that you Mark question. She walked towards him. He let her came inside, took her small-dress-bag from her and placed near a sofa. They shook hands. Both of them said in chorus, "Hi, how are you?" Mark in 6 feet and 2 inches tall and Vanessa was only 5'4, bended a bit to reach her face and they gave each other kisses on both of their cheeks. They were like amazed with each other. They could not believe their own eyes. They are now together in flesh after 8 months from their love affair on air. It was nearly 12 midnight so Mark asked her, " Would you like something to eat, or drink?" Vanessa said,"No thank you, I already had my dinner in the plane, I feel fine." I need to wake up early in the morning for my work, so I guess we should get ready for bed?" Mark asked her sweetly as he lead her to the bedroom. Vanessa smiled at him, she felt so comfortable with him, although she thought to herself, "I wouldn't think, something would happened tonight right away, I hope so, not tonight, but would it?" Okay, baby go ahead, I will just change."
She brought her bag near his dress cabinet and started to get her nightdress when all of a sudden Mark hold her waist from her back and slowly turned her facing him and leading her to sit with him on the bed, and said, "hey baby come here, I miss you." She faced him and sit on his lap and asked, "So now you see me, what do you think? "Perfect, you're just exactly as I thought, and how about me?" "Perfect too!" She didn't finished saying those words because Mark already had kissed her lips so wildly. Their feelings and attraction towards each other was so intense that, they both stripped each other and got all naked and kissing each other all over. They made love so strongly like storm full of thunder but laughters with them. There was full of joy that they felt for each other. They celebrated their union that night with full of love and passion. They were sleepless that night. She knew she came many times, she couldn't remember it, like she was in drug with ecstasy.
They clicked together. He gave himself to her unselfishly. He adored her truly and respected her. She felt true love from this young man. He gave her massage, made her coffee in the morning, prepared food for her. Their union was one of a kind. One night, he arrived home and she was there very excited and happy to be with him, he would teased her, "now I have two jobs to do, one in my work and my most favorite my work here with you, " And they would just rolled over and made love until the sun was up in the morning.
Vanessa said, their LDL affair was very unique. It was unconditional love. She remembered the morning from their first night that she woke him up by kissing him. He woke up big that morning and happy. They parted that morning. Mark to his office and Vanessa back to her hotel. She thought that if he would asked her to stay with him, she would stay. She arrived in her hotel room so tired. She felt all of her body muscles ache. She needed sleep and so she did for long hours. She woke up already at 5pm. She soaked her body in the bath tub. She stayed there and relaxed herself for 30 minutes. The warm water comforted and renewed her. She felt so happy and wished that he would call her and beg her to stay with him. She received a call from him at 6pm, "Honey, I will arrive home after an hour, better checked out from your hotel and stayed with me, I want you to stay with me" . Vanessa was so happy having wanted.
When she arrived in his place, he was already there waiting for her. Mark told her what happened to him that day in the office. He remembered he was sitting inside his office, facing his computer when he did not notice his supervisor entered and asked him something and he was not responding to her. Perhaps she asked him twice or 3 times, "hey, what was wrong with you? Are you sick or something?" His supervisor felt embarrassed because she entered in his office without Mark even greeted her a good day which he normally did. Instead Mark told her to leave him alone because he was not in condition to talk. Mark laughingly told this story to Vanessa because he said he was love struck the whole afternoon. Vanessa was flattered and more when Mark told her after their love making that he was not expecting to meet a body of an 18 year old girl next to him now on his bed.
Their LDL will always remained the nicest memories in his and her mind. Their LDL was erotic but when they met each other in flesh it became so real to them that it became so romantic. But they have to live with reason. He was young, he needed more time for himself to grow and enjoy his life and youth, while Vanessa was already a complete woman. There was love between them.
Their LDL kind of relationship worked with them. After that two weeks when they parted, they still continued. Vanessa was already in America but they still continued their LDL affair. Until after 6 months, Mark met the woman he should have made the right relationship with. They both wished each other to have the best things in life and in love. Until now, Vanessa said they still exchange mails but only occasionally, like on birthdays or christmas.They just kept a casual friendship between them and nothing more
That was summer in June so the weather was warm and a bit humid. She simply wore her purple crocheted spaghetti-strap A-line long dress. She put on her favorite white thong, but she did not bother to wear a bra but instead she grabbed her scarf and wrapped it nicely on her shoulder. It took her only 30 minutes to prepare herself and hurriedly went down to the lobby and asked for the hotel taxi to bring her to Mark's address. Mark was already excited to meet her and had sent her SMS, "what was taking you too long baby to arrive, I miss you, I am dying to be with you, I cannot wait to finally have you and taste you." Vanessa smiled when she read it, but at the same she was nervous, she kept wondering, "what would I feel when I see him, what would I do?"
The taxi stopped and the driver said, "This is the place Miss", before she went down, she called Mark and asked him which floor he was staying. Mark said, "Honey, I can see your taxi on my window, come up baby, I am at the 10th floor". She came out from the taxi, closed the door and she looked up. She saw him, waved at her. He told herself, "this is it, it is really happening now". Her heart was pounding so fast, they knew each other for 8 months now but in reality they were still both strangers. She went inside the elevator and pressed the 10th floor. She was telling herself , "keep calm, everything will be find, Mark is a nice man". She was finally calmed now when the door opened. She walked slowly looking which door. She was about to give him a call to ask his door number, when a door behind her back opened and she heard his voice called her name, "Vanessa?"
She looked back and there he was standing, his right hand on the door knob, having the door halfway opened, like he was so careful not to wake-up his neighbors next door. He was wearing a white-fitted-round-neck cotton-shirt and a loose shorts. She controlled her breath and said, "Mark?" Like she was asking, is that you Mark question. She walked towards him. He let her came inside, took her small-dress-bag from her and placed near a sofa. They shook hands. Both of them said in chorus, "Hi, how are you?" Mark in 6 feet and 2 inches tall and Vanessa was only 5'4, bended a bit to reach her face and they gave each other kisses on both of their cheeks. They were like amazed with each other. They could not believe their own eyes. They are now together in flesh after 8 months from their love affair on air. It was nearly 12 midnight so Mark asked her, " Would you like something to eat, or drink?" Vanessa said,"No thank you, I already had my dinner in the plane, I feel fine." I need to wake up early in the morning for my work, so I guess we should get ready for bed?" Mark asked her sweetly as he lead her to the bedroom. Vanessa smiled at him, she felt so comfortable with him, although she thought to herself, "I wouldn't think, something would happened tonight right away, I hope so, not tonight, but would it?" Okay, baby go ahead, I will just change."
She brought her bag near his dress cabinet and started to get her nightdress when all of a sudden Mark hold her waist from her back and slowly turned her facing him and leading her to sit with him on the bed, and said, "hey baby come here, I miss you." She faced him and sit on his lap and asked, "So now you see me, what do you think? "Perfect, you're just exactly as I thought, and how about me?" "Perfect too!" She didn't finished saying those words because Mark already had kissed her lips so wildly. Their feelings and attraction towards each other was so intense that, they both stripped each other and got all naked and kissing each other all over. They made love so strongly like storm full of thunder but laughters with them. There was full of joy that they felt for each other. They celebrated their union that night with full of love and passion. They were sleepless that night. She knew she came many times, she couldn't remember it, like she was in drug with ecstasy.
They clicked together. He gave himself to her unselfishly. He adored her truly and respected her. She felt true love from this young man. He gave her massage, made her coffee in the morning, prepared food for her. Their union was one of a kind. One night, he arrived home and she was there very excited and happy to be with him, he would teased her, "now I have two jobs to do, one in my work and my most favorite my work here with you, " And they would just rolled over and made love until the sun was up in the morning.
Vanessa said, their LDL affair was very unique. It was unconditional love. She remembered the morning from their first night that she woke him up by kissing him. He woke up big that morning and happy. They parted that morning. Mark to his office and Vanessa back to her hotel. She thought that if he would asked her to stay with him, she would stay. She arrived in her hotel room so tired. She felt all of her body muscles ache. She needed sleep and so she did for long hours. She woke up already at 5pm. She soaked her body in the bath tub. She stayed there and relaxed herself for 30 minutes. The warm water comforted and renewed her. She felt so happy and wished that he would call her and beg her to stay with him. She received a call from him at 6pm, "Honey, I will arrive home after an hour, better checked out from your hotel and stayed with me, I want you to stay with me" . Vanessa was so happy having wanted.
When she arrived in his place, he was already there waiting for her. Mark told her what happened to him that day in the office. He remembered he was sitting inside his office, facing his computer when he did not notice his supervisor entered and asked him something and he was not responding to her. Perhaps she asked him twice or 3 times, "hey, what was wrong with you? Are you sick or something?" His supervisor felt embarrassed because she entered in his office without Mark even greeted her a good day which he normally did. Instead Mark told her to leave him alone because he was not in condition to talk. Mark laughingly told this story to Vanessa because he said he was love struck the whole afternoon. Vanessa was flattered and more when Mark told her after their love making that he was not expecting to meet a body of an 18 year old girl next to him now on his bed.
Their LDL will always remained the nicest memories in his and her mind. Their LDL was erotic but when they met each other in flesh it became so real to them that it became so romantic. But they have to live with reason. He was young, he needed more time for himself to grow and enjoy his life and youth, while Vanessa was already a complete woman. There was love between them.
Their LDL kind of relationship worked with them. After that two weeks when they parted, they still continued. Vanessa was already in America but they still continued their LDL affair. Until after 6 months, Mark met the woman he should have made the right relationship with. They both wished each other to have the best things in life and in love. Until now, Vanessa said they still exchange mails but only occasionally, like on birthdays or christmas.They just kept a casual friendship between them and nothing more
"Chance"
Given the chance to have you
already made my life so beautiful,
more colorful than ever,
electric flowing through my veins,
my spirit glows,
healing all the pains.
With your tremendous love‐fruitful energy
waving on and on my brain,
my heart burst with true joy,
life is so great, full of wonder
and my empty space become full again...
Yet changes come
and now here we are
together we are not.
But though afar,
we both know,
deep down inside,
our reflections will always remind us
that no matter what time may do,
there will always be that space
we both have shared...
Even in our dreams,
our Higher Selves tend
to reach out to be united.
No matter how many times
we tried to forget
moments by moments,
our images still clearly hangs
from the back of our captivated minds,
our smiles still cling tightly,
our mesmerizing charms,
fastened so strongly within our souls,
and our enchanting grace forever linger
for our eternal happiness...
So really not much is different.
What only changes in us
are those choices we made,
what might have been
and now may never be..
As far as I can see
our World keeps evolving
but our space will remain the same.
And if we really are meant to be
never would these changes
ever stop us from falling
if not in the NOW,
surely in another lifetime
and I 'll be there waiting...
Our Chance may have slipped us by.
I may have held on it so tight
but it went off of your sight.
For now I 've got to let it go
and take whatever my chances are...
And even it would have been so
over and over again, I know
within you, I will stay on living
for as long as you are breathing.
Vanessa's LDL thing was so exciting and heart throbbing too. I can say it was beautiful. She doesn't regret all her life that it happened to her. To her it helped her a lot, and it gained her more knowledge in coping with her life up to these very moment that she allowed me to have her story written here. Of course all the names of my characters here are not really theirs, to give respect with their private life. The purpose of this article is for us to learn from them and to appreciate the beauty and art of having a LDL affairs. So that all of us will have an understanding why this kind of relationship are now very common in our computer world. And to those people who aren't comfortable with this kind of finding your love partner, will also begin to accept the idea and concept behind this long distance love affairs. Instead of judging these couples who find their true love on the web, we will now start to acknowledge this as part in our society. And there is nothing to be shamed about. Speak out and share with us your experiences to inspire us, how love can move mountains and shine its light to all of those who seek to experience and to have True Love in their life. When love strikes its beauty, there is no difference, whether you are near or far.
I asked Vanessa about the 3 guys she added on her friend's list. Did she ever has the chance to chat with them? She said, she did, but none of the three guys excited her. She said only Mark was able to stimulate her being. He was able to stir up her inner-self. He rocked her world. She said, she will always treasured Mark for as long as she lives. She believed that he was able to add her more years to live here on earth. She has no exact words to describe the kind of love she felt for him but one thing she was sure was her love for him was un-conditonal. She said when you experience this kind of love you will really feel true happiness coming out from your divine being. You feel you areconnected to each other. The inner-self within you will come out radiantly and will shone its lightness and brightness shining your whole body that thru you the other person will be inspired. Because of this kind of love we will live and be encouraged to give love and be loved back, without any fear of getting hurt.
Again, I can say that attraction has the most important role in finding your romance on the web. It does not always work to everyone. When the cupid happened to strike you at the right time and in the right place, love and romance will really bloom between man and woman. I will add also here that in LDL, you have the advantage to choose which one you would like to engage with this kind of love affair.
My cousin Michael who lives in France had his chance too, but up to this very moment, he is still having thoughts whether to continue with his LDL or not. He told me he is sure about his feeling that he should let her go because he believes she does not deserve him. He knows she truly loves him. He loves her too. He continues to be near her. They chat, call each other. Once or two times a week they go online and stayed online the whole night to sleep together with their web cam on, very touching, right? I asked how he can manage that?
Every now and then we will hear about Michael story because like me, his LDL is still on going.
We will know his personal views about this kind of relationship. How he manages his relationship with his present girl and his LDL at the same time. One who is near but the relationship is simply not love but more on companionship while the other who is far but the one that he truly loves. HIs LDL kind of relationship is very complicated.
Love sometimes is so difficult to comprehend. But without love, life has no meaning, no colors, no joys.
Michael is half French and half American. His father is French, our mothers are sisters. I heard about his LDL thing so that now I am in constant communication with him to help me in this article. It will be nice to explore in his LDL adventure too. This time on male version kind of LDL.
Because of You
CHAPTER 5
Because of You
CHAPTER 5
CHAPTER 5